Last day of April...

Salam dear readers....

Ok as for today i would like to share something, something secret.... secret means family shouldn't know this.
Yesterday, on my way to Jitra while driving, i came with a decision to have part time job... and i know if my family find out about this, they will totally disagree and scold me. That is why i said this is a secret...hehehe...jeng..jeng...jeng.....~
Actually this are one of my big decisions that i ever took in my life. Im trying to be an independent person because i think i shouldn't bothersome my family anymore. For this 21 years, i never depend on my own self. What i desired, i asked family to get it......
and now because of my wasteful spending, i regretted my self... I realize that this is the process, learning process... right now i learn how to save money, how to say NO to the passion and preceded with the needs first. Some of my friends objected, but i already made my my own decision. I will try for couple of week first, and if felt like i can't get into this new situation, i will quit. Moreover the final exam is just around the corner and i won't gamble my education just to get money. I optimist, because i already asked Allah to guide me.. If He said i can go through this situation, then i will go...... if He said otherwise, i will quit.

Done with the secret part. The another part that i would like to tell u is...... i just sign up for the July's MUET...hehehe..... so i need to working so hard because this time there will be no teacher to guide me. I will do it on my own and will try refresh back what i had been thought when i was in form 6. InsyaALLAH, He will help me....perghh.... part time+study+final+muet.... i dont know whether i can manage it or not.... ill try first..

Ok lah...till my next post....daaaadaaaaa.....

(p/s: haihhh.....another stages of life.....Allah please make things easier for me.....)

Happy Birthday...... :)

Salam readers, i am so happy these few days with my best friends around, yeahh...despite of my personal problems.
But i managed to forget those meshy blody thingy while having fun with my girls. Now, how can i say i could live without them? no i can't..... i can't imagine how my life would be on my fourth years here...
Yesterday, we were celebrated my room mate's birthday... Raihan Jamaluddin... a.k.a Aan...

So lets the pictures do the talk.... :)

meet my roomate, Aan...

Ok the writer shouldnt be left behind.....lets interframed!

The vanilla cake, from me...and the chocolate one from Scha to her room mate...they dont shared the same DOB but they shared the same month....

This is Miera, Scha's room mate and Aan my room mate.... Happy old Day!!

Ok this one obviously, the edited version...ahaha...me any my roo mate... and ignore the mess behind..

Friendship is one of the most valuable things in our life... and i hope, i meet the right persons... i hope they glad of having me because i cant described how happy and glad i am of having them in my life.... uhkwah fillah till jannah...... Happy Birthday to Nur Raihan bt Jamaluddin, Nur Azmira bt Awang and last but not least to dear Siti Aisyah Fatin bt Sudin... See.. i now can remember their name...hehehee... *because its hard for me to remember someones name...*

P/s: i haveeeeee assingmentssssssss...tonssss of assingmentsssssssssss...but im too lazyyyyyy to make it done!... zzzzzzzZZZZZzzzZZ....

JANJI...PROMISE

Salam readers,....

JANJI.... apa yang ada pada JANJI?..
Manusia ni mmg pndai berjanji, tapi sukar untuk tepati kan...?
Hari kita buat janji tu mcm2 kita ckp...kita kata 'ye kali ni betul2...janji...'
Sudahnya?......janji hanya tinggal janji....janji hanya lah dijadikan manisan mulut semata-mata....
Kita leka buat sekian kalinya....lupa pada janji yang dibuat...lupa pada hari kita buat janji tu...lupa pada kata-kata janji tu...lupa...lupa segala-galanya.......
Lepas dah terbit kembali rasa bersalah tu barulah terhegeh-hegeh mintak maaf...baru nk ingt pada janji...lepas tu berjanji lagi......hmm...entah sampai bila.....


p/s: noted for oneself jugak.......

My thoughts...

Salam readers,

It's been a while since my last post. As i was so busy with the mid-term examinations and playing with so much emotions.
So, did u noticed about Malaysia's current issues?......Yes, regarding the FREE EDUCATION....etc..etc..

There are so many pro's and cont's that i think as a youth we should take a deep thinking before we made any decisions. Yes it's your right to choose whatever the reasons are. You can voice out your opinions, no one will stop you from doing that since the Article 10 in the Federal Constitutions allowed you to do that. But the thing is, certain of them misused the chance that the law gave. Easy words, some of them are lack of ethics. Hey come on laa... if you wanted to ask something from your parents, will you ask it in the rude manners? or... when someone were asking you a favor, will you consider to give your favor to those that asked you in rude way?... will you???? I don't think so.... because me...i won't do that!

So please, as a future young leader ...Allah had given you a smart brain, used it! not make fool of it!.... I don't really care with those who are not muslim. But i am so sad when i saw muslims youth acted in the rude way. I know every person got their own point of views and i also knew that there will be anybody who did not agree with my points here. Yes, im open for any constructive criticism because we are together applied the Section 10 of the Federal Constitutions. I know, my self isn't that good to advice others but hey, this is the serious matter and it was so obvious. There is nothing wrong if you are joining demonstrations as long as you think it is good for you (*yeaa...peoples nowadays are smarter than before..) but please, do it in the right manner. We are the east people, and embrace Islam (this post is more to my brothers and sisters). Me, you, them, us....we might not really a pious person,but our culture never taught us to be rude no matter what kind of conditions it is. PLEASE BEHAVE YOURSELF....

nak demonstrate pon demonstrate je la,perlu ke buat mcm ni?

Mungkin kerajaan harus hapuskan bunga,itu aku setuju...tapi utk beri pendidikan percuma, i know its hard to make it...

click here to read about the resource (thnx :D )

(p/s: Pelik, sbb segelintir yang pegi domonstrasi tu yang konon nye mintak utk free education, langsung xtahu apekah real meaning of free education tu....main terjah je asal dengar free...lepas dpt free nanti mula la buat dono jee..masuk u ke, xmasuk u ke...same je....belajar pon cincai2.....nanti kalau kerajaan suruh kau keje free tak nak pulak kan????....)

nak balik dah...

Salam Readers,

Tonight......i dont know what are the exactly reasons, i feels like im sleepy.....

is that hot chocolate turn me this way? hot chocolate doesn't yummy as milo.... Milo is wayyyyyy yummy than the cadbury's hot chocolate. Ok what im  just crapping about??... *sigh*

Currently, the lappy's clock shows, 0:49 am, Friday, 13th April 2012. My holiday end here.... ill be back to uum in 16 hours.... means, this is the last night to be at home.

Alhamdulillah, i don't really feels the homesickness anymore..ok maybe a little, yes....

But the thing is, i got mid sem exam this sunday. MALASNYE!..

and.......suddenly, aku malas nak taip blog..malas nk pikir..aku ngantok! k.tata.....

hahaha...

sorryyyyyy...............~

(p/s: harap2 pasni berubah betul2, xnak air mata ni sia2 je....)

Tak siapa tahu....

Kalaulah kawan yang baru kenal tu lagi penting....
Kalaulah movie lagi penting....
Kalaulah game lagi penting.......

Dan.........



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Hati ini tidak penting.................................................................





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(p/s: mmg betul kata J.M Aziz...penyu menangis, tak siapa yang tahu.....)

hati

Salam......

Aku benci sangat perasaan ni...
Terseksa....
Kenapa tak faham lagi?...
Kenapa nk gadaikan kegembiraan semata-mata dengan alasan "busy"?
RM 5.00 tu tak setanding dengan sebuah hubungan yang erat...
ermm...xpelah...

Adsense

Salam readers....

It's been 3 days since i register for the Adsense... but still no progression at all on my blog.....
let's wait for another few days because it might take a week till my Adsense area will appear on my blog....
Im hoping that i will earn something from nuffnang....hah cari side income la kate kan....

InsyaALLAH if my rezeki ada....i will get them...
I love blogging and hoping that i will write something that beneficial to others....

My birthday's cake......thanks to all gugurlsssss yang curlassssss gitewwww.........



(p/s: esok exam....pray for me...!)

Bismillah.....

Salam silence readers....... :)

Good morning....

I woke up early today as i need to have my sahur.... yes im fasting today dear....
I do the wajib and the sunat both as today is a Monday...
Actually, i regretted myself as previously i always done my obligation to replace my Ramadhan's fasting in the month of Syawal. But now dah nak masuk another Syawal..... feels like im the worst servant of You, Allah....
InsyaAllah, Ramadhan this year i won't delay it anymore. It's hard for me to done my sunat fast if im still not finish my wajib....So im thinking to fast from Sunday to Thursday....After that i have another 3 days of my obligation owed. Im not sure whether will have my fast this Thursday as i will head to Penang and i don't want to trouble my sister, emmm.... will thinking that later...

So well.....
Im having my mid-term exam tomorrow... Entrepreneur will be my first subject and i had done nothing for that subject... pity me..! *kang xleh jwb, menangis la xberlagu* InsyaALLAH...i will finish read 5 chapter before the exam.!

You know what is PMS?
The one that will make u feels like you are the most ugliest person in this earth, the fattest, the chubbiest, the most stupid, no body loves you, you boyfie flirting with another hot girl, you mom thinking to having another baby*means that im not gonna be the youngest* and all the negativeness that HELL NOT TRUE!

You know that?
Im glad u know...because im facing that syndrome right now.... and  i hate it very much. and i put  gazillions effort to stay positive... Raihan....it's all about the mind set....

You are not the the ugliest, not the fattest, not the chubbiest....you are the smart girl and everybody loves you so much. You boyfie only loves you and will not flirting another hot girl because u are the most hot girl in his heart!...and certainly your mom not gonna have another baby because she is 59 this year!.... Ok now i can say that im the most stupid is im thinking this way.....

Stop those stupid supposition.....!

Be positive!!........

Recite al-Quran more than u will feel the peacefulness.....
InsyaALLAH.....
You are the one who control yourself!


(p/s: saya akn cube kawal perasaan sy hari ini...be positive raihan!)