siblings

Salam and morning everyone!!...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....what a relieve!!!!very good relieved! Whenever i am in trouble, i will find these two girls first... from left named, Nor Hasmah bt Mohamad(Moh) and right Maizatul Akmal bt Mohd Nordin (Kema)...yessssss i could still remember their name..perfectly! Kema already married so i rarely find her whenever i have problem...but hasmah is single as me... dan ape yang aku nk cerita...aku sgggttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt lega lepas borak2 panjang ngan hasmah!!!!! sangat!! terasa macam dpt semangat baru nk study and forget segala tekanan dan kesedihan.... syg sgt hasmah!!!! rase lega gilaaa lepas ckp!!!! criuzlyy! dulu2 senang nk jumpe...skrg bila dh tepisah jauh....susah sgt nk jumpe...sedihh betul... ape y blh aku katakan hasmah bkn kawan aku tp dh mcm adik bradik sndiri.....thnx mohhh!!!! syg mu ketat2! terima kasih korbankan waktu tido mu....wlaupun aku tau mu penat kerje tadi.....

(p/s: jgn putus asa!! walau apa y berlaku....DAHULUKAN APA YANG DAHULU! semoga ukhwah ini berkekalan smpai syurga...amin...Ya Allah, gembirakan hati sahabatkku ini...)

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dah..dah....tak nak mintak dah......enough!

in the middle of the night

Salam readers,

counting....

counting....

counting....

for the final exam starting this 4th June........

If u noticed, we are in the month of Rejab.... after Ramadhan, Rasulullah saw loves to have a fast during this month...it's full with barakah... and i did my fast on 1st Rejab, alhamdulillah... since the exam is sooooo just around the corner, i've decided to have an Facebook fast too....... but for the certain unavoidable reasons, buka la jugakkks..ahaiii..... actually i more prefer to use an email rather than fb msg but yeahh obviously different people, different thoughts... so terpaksa la ikutt je.......

and, recently, ok2 before that i wanna ask u.....did u read dena baharin's blog?...yes the young bride tu....ok sgt sweet! so...recently, i read her blog and im so in love with her story (of course...sape tak nak kawen weehh??) but that will be a different story, i wanna tell ya that im so in love with the song that she is being used in her proposal video..sangat best!.... A thousand years, by Christina Perri. Actually i was kept on asking what was the song's title?....who sang it?...then one fine day while driving through the land of Perlis, i've got the answer!..yess...terus made a draft on msg in case i forget again and then try to download at 4shared and fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i forgot my id...... (haku lemah bab2 download2 lau ni..sbb xbrape gile sgt pon, in case haku download lagu tu makne nye mmg aku suke sgt la tu....) so the solution was, dengaq kat youtube je...download trus video...curlasss giteww kan? so just forget the dream to made the song as my ringtone.. and now....im listen to this song, and baru tahu it was the soundtrack for the Twilight..i now im so lame =.=' ......

i put this as my wallpaper so that each time nak berjimba dekat fb..i will keep on mind that hoii tak sedaq diri lagi ka????

Org ckp ok je xgemuk pon but hey i know my own body, i need my 42kg back! i hate this feeling..

I want my old me...who will always counted on her calories intake, who loved to exercise, who hate supper, who will avoided foods contains excessive fats! who only eat nasi lemak and roti canai once a year. This is so wrong...!! i hate this student life! i hate my weight right now! i hate my self who keep on searching foods in the middle of the night and who is too lazy to put on her sport shoe and jog for 2.4km... and now, 200 meter dh pancit!... i don't wanna let 42kg remains as the memory...i will get them back.ok at least 45kg.....


Till then.....salam...

(p/s: there's no guarantee that this life would be an easier.... because this not drama....)

hijau

It was serenely green. Im so in love with this paddy field. Few years back, i always dreamt of this kind of atmosphere. It pictured me, in the big mansion in the middle of the paddy field and i actually don't know who i was surrounded by but to be sincere, i felt so blessed... and today i am be able to feel the tranquility and i bet it was actually a sign that i will studying here, at the north of Peninsular Malaysia. I love this place very much! i love nature..... Allah knows what is the best for us rite??... Happy Sunday everyone~ :)



(p/s: Last week was a hectic week. Im so sick with the emotional breakdown, assignments, rude peoples etc..etc... im hoping that this new day will be the the better day, better week, better month before my final exam... do pray for me!)

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Kenapa sekarang tak lagi macam dulu......?

Last day of April...

Salam dear readers....

Ok as for today i would like to share something, something secret.... secret means family shouldn't know this.
Yesterday, on my way to Jitra while driving, i came with a decision to have part time job... and i know if my family find out about this, they will totally disagree and scold me. That is why i said this is a secret...hehehe...jeng..jeng...jeng.....~
Actually this are one of my big decisions that i ever took in my life. Im trying to be an independent person because i think i shouldn't bothersome my family anymore. For this 21 years, i never depend on my own self. What i desired, i asked family to get it......
and now because of my wasteful spending, i regretted my self... I realize that this is the process, learning process... right now i learn how to save money, how to say NO to the passion and preceded with the needs first. Some of my friends objected, but i already made my my own decision. I will try for couple of week first, and if felt like i can't get into this new situation, i will quit. Moreover the final exam is just around the corner and i won't gamble my education just to get money. I optimist, because i already asked Allah to guide me.. If He said i can go through this situation, then i will go...... if He said otherwise, i will quit.

Done with the secret part. The another part that i would like to tell u is...... i just sign up for the July's MUET...hehehe..... so i need to working so hard because this time there will be no teacher to guide me. I will do it on my own and will try refresh back what i had been thought when i was in form 6. InsyaALLAH, He will help me....perghh.... part time+study+final+muet.... i dont know whether i can manage it or not.... ill try first..

Ok lah...till my next post....daaaadaaaaa.....

(p/s: haihhh.....another stages of life.....Allah please make things easier for me.....)

Happy Birthday...... :)

Salam readers, i am so happy these few days with my best friends around, yeahh...despite of my personal problems.
But i managed to forget those meshy blody thingy while having fun with my girls. Now, how can i say i could live without them? no i can't..... i can't imagine how my life would be on my fourth years here...
Yesterday, we were celebrated my room mate's birthday... Raihan Jamaluddin... a.k.a Aan...

So lets the pictures do the talk.... :)

meet my roomate, Aan...

Ok the writer shouldnt be left behind.....lets interframed!

The vanilla cake, from me...and the chocolate one from Scha to her room mate...they dont shared the same DOB but they shared the same month....

This is Miera, Scha's room mate and Aan my room mate.... Happy old Day!!

Ok this one obviously, the edited version...ahaha...me any my roo mate... and ignore the mess behind..

Friendship is one of the most valuable things in our life... and i hope, i meet the right persons... i hope they glad of having me because i cant described how happy and glad i am of having them in my life.... uhkwah fillah till jannah...... Happy Birthday to Nur Raihan bt Jamaluddin, Nur Azmira bt Awang and last but not least to dear Siti Aisyah Fatin bt Sudin... See.. i now can remember their name...hehehee... *because its hard for me to remember someones name...*

P/s: i haveeeeee assingmentssssssss...tonssss of assingmentsssssssssss...but im too lazyyyyyy to make it done!... zzzzzzzZZZZZzzzZZ....

JANJI...PROMISE

Salam readers,....

JANJI.... apa yang ada pada JANJI?..
Manusia ni mmg pndai berjanji, tapi sukar untuk tepati kan...?
Hari kita buat janji tu mcm2 kita ckp...kita kata 'ye kali ni betul2...janji...'
Sudahnya?......janji hanya tinggal janji....janji hanya lah dijadikan manisan mulut semata-mata....
Kita leka buat sekian kalinya....lupa pada janji yang dibuat...lupa pada hari kita buat janji tu...lupa pada kata-kata janji tu...lupa...lupa segala-galanya.......
Lepas dah terbit kembali rasa bersalah tu barulah terhegeh-hegeh mintak maaf...baru nk ingt pada janji...lepas tu berjanji lagi......hmm...entah sampai bila.....


p/s: noted for oneself jugak.......