in the middle of the night

Salam readers,

counting....

counting....

counting....

for the final exam starting this 4th June........

If u noticed, we are in the month of Rejab.... after Ramadhan, Rasulullah saw loves to have a fast during this month...it's full with barakah... and i did my fast on 1st Rejab, alhamdulillah... since the exam is sooooo just around the corner, i've decided to have an Facebook fast too....... but for the certain unavoidable reasons, buka la jugakkks..ahaiii..... actually i more prefer to use an email rather than fb msg but yeahh obviously different people, different thoughts... so terpaksa la ikutt je.......

and, recently, ok2 before that i wanna ask u.....did u read dena baharin's blog?...yes the young bride tu....ok sgt sweet! so...recently, i read her blog and im so in love with her story (of course...sape tak nak kawen weehh??) but that will be a different story, i wanna tell ya that im so in love with the song that she is being used in her proposal video..sangat best!.... A thousand years, by Christina Perri. Actually i was kept on asking what was the song's title?....who sang it?...then one fine day while driving through the land of Perlis, i've got the answer!..yess...terus made a draft on msg in case i forget again and then try to download at 4shared and fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i forgot my id...... (haku lemah bab2 download2 lau ni..sbb xbrape gile sgt pon, in case haku download lagu tu makne nye mmg aku suke sgt la tu....) so the solution was, dengaq kat youtube je...download trus video...curlasss giteww kan? so just forget the dream to made the song as my ringtone.. and now....im listen to this song, and baru tahu it was the soundtrack for the Twilight..i now im so lame =.=' ......

i put this as my wallpaper so that each time nak berjimba dekat fb..i will keep on mind that hoii tak sedaq diri lagi ka????

Org ckp ok je xgemuk pon but hey i know my own body, i need my 42kg back! i hate this feeling..

I want my old me...who will always counted on her calories intake, who loved to exercise, who hate supper, who will avoided foods contains excessive fats! who only eat nasi lemak and roti canai once a year. This is so wrong...!! i hate this student life! i hate my weight right now! i hate my self who keep on searching foods in the middle of the night and who is too lazy to put on her sport shoe and jog for 2.4km... and now, 200 meter dh pancit!... i don't wanna let 42kg remains as the memory...i will get them back.ok at least 45kg.....


Till then.....salam...

(p/s: there's no guarantee that this life would be an easier.... because this not drama....)