tak pe =)

Salam Readers.....

you now what.... when im in the bad condition, i will keep saying to myself 'it's ok, it's ok raihan, everything gonna be fine...you will be fine raihan!... u ar strong and u can face it!" like i do right now..... it's like a therapy for me....although just a simple words, but it works indeed!...

When we went to a shop, and we want something, we need to pay for it.... same as my condition right now, i want happiness, i want berkat, i want to change to be a better person so i need to pay for it...

When i found failure like now, i will said "Allah, this is so burden to me..but if i need to complete this before i get the rewards then ill be okay...im strong eventhough im not....."

xpelahh......xpelahh.....xpelahh.....ni semua ujian :)

lumrah hidup, its not easy to get easy.......

dari dulu sampai sekarang, wherever i go i will selitkan perkataan BE STRONG! at any place yang i will see everyday... because i know i never strong..im so weak...sometimes i feels like to quit and to give up! even now i feel so.....

kadang2 kan....aku selalu mimpi agar kalau lah boleh and possible for me to ask it from Allah, i wanna ask to be a cat....aku nk jadi kucing....aku xnak jadi raihan yang lemah ni.... i even hate myself....indeed!!

but i know i can't ask such thing...so that is why bila aku sgt2 sedih there are no other healing words than, 'xpelah raihan....xpe...sabar....Allah itu adil!...sabar raihan....redhakan lah...' like i do now.... im so sad....aku sgt sedih sekarang....xpelah..xpelah....

(p/s: xpelah..xpelah...xpelah raihan!)

final dah habis!!

Salam readers...

Fuhh.....syukur Alhamdulillah.... my first semester has ended now..My last paper was computer application in management...i went out 45 minutes earlier because it's cold plus im bored plus i cant wait to go back! hahhaaa...

i will head to Perlis this evening and spend my 2 nights at my room mate's house...10 girls gonna visit the entire Perlis! yehaaaaaaa!....

aku nk shopping sume kedai dekat padang besar sbb murah........!!!!

but still not done packing yet!.....ohh im so hapy! but im sleepy!....jom pack skrg!... i will update my vacation later..! wit the pictures....pinky promise!

stid's eve...

Salam everybody....

I just finished watching the latest episode of Dangerous Love...damn it! its getting tough, im scared enough to see what will happen next.. Seems like the bitch Sheila just found out the truth that Homer were the one who to collaborate with Proserfina...ooo damn u damn u....its getting difficult for them to escape!... Rado killed auntie Digna and he wanted to separate Proserfina away from Ulysess.... i hate to watch it but im too eager to know more...! and Aris was caught red handed by his mom while dating Athena, at the same time Cassandra argue with his mom after found out that her husband was just a cleaner..ok what elsee...ummm, Proserfina also knew that the woman is not her real mom..

Look...im so good in telling you the summary of drama that i've been watched today instead of summarizing the case of Arkitek Tenggara that i-should-concluded-in-my-contract's essasy-last-sunday-and-i-forget-about-it! *sigh* i think i should be a writer...grr!

Ok...i washed my bed sheet today! tadaaaaaa......can't wait till tomorrow! i will packing tomorrow after my last paper and head to Perlis! yahoooo.....

ermmm but as im typing this, im crying inside.... i dont want to blame others...i know its my fault... i wanna stop advice people for the temporary time..i wanna improve my self first. Maybe im not good in giving an advises and im not a good person too...im so upset.... i know Allah give me this feeling for the sake of my own life. semua perkara ada hikmah....i know that...i know ALLAH love me so much so He gave me this piece of indecisive and weak heart.... thank you Allah for everything. I will accept all this with my willing heart...insyaALLAH...

till then....

(p/s: motif betol aku ni, drp cerita happy,jd sedih...ok la nk lyn perasaan dlu)

hey 2012...

Salam readers..,

It's 2012....i know it's already 6th Jan 2012 but it's never too late to say happy new year people!!!! Well as for me, the new year's eve didn't give me much reasons to be celebrated. I don't felt guilty for not treated the new year's eve well as i was damn need struggled with my final exam yawwww!...

It's like the first time in my life faced with this kind of situation. Before this i was just a school kid who got nothing to do except prepared the school's thingy for the new school's session on the next day. If not my mistaken, my first school's session started on 1st January but this year they started their session on 5th kot..... jealous aku! and me on the other hand need to face with those meshy bloody things! 3 law papers on the row so i've got no time for that bloody thing....huhu actually aku study last minute tu yang jadi lagu niii....sumpah lepas ni aku tak nak buat keje gila ni lagi!...

Ok2, back to the main point....so talking about 2012, it's like a tradition to made a new resolution. Everybody was busy prepared their own resolution even though only a few that really achieved their aim, even my own self hard to fulfill my resolution. Actually i already made my resolution on Awal Muharram... I hope that i could be more ISTIQAMAH through this life. I wanna be the best servant of HIM, best student and apply for the scholarship on my second year..Insyaallah... i wanna challenge myself!...

and this 2012...there are something in my mind that keep bothering me. I can't reveal it now..let it be a secret till the suitable time has arrived...because i need to ask from HIM. It's about a thing that will change my life 180 degree or even 360 degree... What im thinking right now is a good thing but may arose an objection from some particular person who is contrary of my thoughts. I don't know.....so in order to make it as the best decision, i will take this one whole year to think deeply and prepare my self......please don't coax me...i won't tell yaaa...haha...bajet celebrity je aku ni...

Later ill update on how 2011 has treated me.....

and how 2012 welcome me...mybe tomorrow cz im so lazy....im sleepy...its already 3.16 am...

what i wanna say, i felt so relived that ive done with the my 3 law paper...so i got another 1 paper to go..paper computer kot....haha...will be on this Monday....1 paper lagiiiiiii!!...org lain byk lagi hahhaaaaaaa.....adil la....aku 31 dh strt exam....xde gap plak tu.....hahhaaa...sukanyaaaaa, nk tgk drama je esookk!

till then...sala...tataa

(p/s: Ya Allah...please show me the way.....)

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kadang-kadang terasa mcm nk berhenti..nk putus asa, nk putus harapan, nk lepaskan semuanya...nk pergi jauh2 dari sini....................

Allah....aku merayu padaMU, kurniakan aku kekuatan agar inilah jln y terbaik buatku.....amin...

being upset

I can't understand why certain people hard to accept a good criticism regarding our own religion. I know im not good and still ignorant about Islam. I know that very much. I know im not that good, i know sometimes my act worsen than ever but at least everyday i learnt on how to be a better muslim. Everyday i pray to Allah to give me hidayah.....

Actually there are some incident happened few days ago... A friend of mine posted a wall picture regarding the final exam...and that picture stated something about "crossing the fingers" for this final exam. Im not hurt when that particular person didn't tag my name, definitely NOT. The thing is i felt like that person can't accept my criticism. I dont think that i gave it in the wrong way yet prudentially but the acceptance was bad. After about an hours, i saw that person's status stated something about religion...well actually i felt annoyed with certain of the status. I know im not good when i talked about hukum-hakam agama and so on and so fourth, but that doesn't mean that i know nothing.

Well actually i gave a comment asked that person to delete that picture because "crossed ur finger" means a cross... you did a cross sign...can u get it?....tanda salib!.... and the sentence in that picture means, u pray others for their final exam in the christian way....i don't know to explain.

Actually before i know about this fact, i kept used this sign for fun...at that particular time, as for me crossed finger means, i say no... but when i know the truth, i never use that sign anymore!...

and ive got no other intention except to share with those who don't know this... i have no intentions to degrading anyone. You know what, its about our aqidah. kalau tak, aku pon malas nk ambik tahu hal org. Till now i still can see that wall picture, that's mean, it's not being removed and also means that, that person just ignored my comment......owh how sad... :'(

well, maybe i wrongly judge that person's status too...mybe it just a coincident. Mybe its actually not for me...i dont want to say bad thing about that person because that person is always being nice to me... but no action being made regarding that picture, that was the thing make me upset...very much...it's ok...may Allah guide u....i dont blame u...

(p/s: kadang2 rasa penat tapi bukan bermakna aku berputus asa.... cuma rasa dim itu lbh baik...)

......

Ya Allah, Ya Rabbi....

Please give me a strength to stay awake until dawn....

Please give me a better understanding......

Please put away those negative ions from me....

Please make me strong until 9th Jan....

(p/s: i hate when people force me for something i hate very much!)

taksedardirilagi

Salam everybody....

Good morning...yes morning...i woke up early today... actually i planned to wake up at 2 am last nite, but i dozed off until 6 a.m...hua..hua..hua...

nak buek macam mano....setan kuat sgt...adoii...

Ok today i plan to study on 'acceptance' and 'intention to create legal relation'.....but im so freaking out on my computer's assignment damn much!....gilooooooosss!

i cant focus on my study if i still stuck with it...ohh damn. why?????.... dear lecturer, can we just forget about this assignment?.....we pretend like u never give me this assignment ok...?....pleaseeeee..........

satu hape pon aku xstudy lagi ni..*ok tipu* tapi aku study xmasuk kot! sbb aku asik pk asnmt ni jeee.....tido pon aku ade rase berdebar2..tp still continue tidow jugak laaaa *xdekesedaran*

ok la..ok la....aku nk study dulu!

(p/s:taparpipiakukuat2bolehtak???????)