Salam and hiii peoples....
Today is my 7th day at home... and this is my second time being home after enrolled in uum..
The first time was 2 weeks after the enrolment as im home just to say give a warm goodbye to him before he flew to Sarawak. At that time, im so excited to go home...
And this time, im home for my mid-term break...2 weeks would be a boring weeks if you just stay at home,watching tv,eat,sleep,up,watching tv again and bla bla blaa... This time is so different!..
At first yes im excited to go home..i miss mom badly! families yeahh...! miss them a lot... but after reached home, i felt relieve....no more felt missing them... But there is one other thing... and right now i feel incomplete....it's him.....
I miss him badly! i miss my bota so much...! i thought i wont feel this way, but im wrong.. Whenever i went out, ill think of him...because before this, lots of things we did together. Sometimes he accompany me to find the groceries...buy this buy that, shopping this shopping that bla bla blaa... almost everyday we will have lunch together.. and he loves kfc so much.. we really have a good time together, chatting this chatting that...laughed like crazy... fishing, accompanied him at the workshop, shared everything, talked to the phone till 4 am....oohh i miss those moments very very much! Ya Allah, please make us strong for another 4 years... after we complete our studies, insyaALLAH if the jodoh is ours, we will get into the next phase of life.. i know i just need to be patient, our time may not arrive yet...Allah asked us to wait....
Right now, he is damn busy with his assignments, we are no longer can spent our time talked to the phone until 4am... but still, alhamdulillah we can manage our pjj....it's not easy, ive got no confidence at first but he give me lots of strength...alhamdulillah again... honesty and trustworthiness is very important here.. and Alhamdulillah, we can put them to us... i thankful to Allah as he love me and i love him either...
and i also thankful to Allah because HE put us away from each other so that we can feel the true meaning of missing someone you love very much and make our love stronger....this may be one of the test for our relationship whether we are loyal to each other or not...well i know, Allah always know what is the best for us..HE love us, and HE dont want us to be so in love until we forget what is forbidden... Yes we are still so in love...and i can feel the love is even stronger....
Allah....permudahkan jalan kami sekiranya ada jodoh antara kami...amin..
(p/s: Sorry kalau post ni agk feeling2....sukeatiakulaaaabloaku!..ehheee...)
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