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Salam Readers,

I don't know why do i feel this way, i mean....... my feelings, it fluctuates. And i easily upset for something stupid!! I kept thinking something that i hate the most until it produce an anger..
and i don't know why right now i feels like most of the people who know are hypocrite! and i temporary hate them when their face appeared in my mind.

Allah, please...don't make me feel this way...i hate this feeling and this conditions very much! i dont want this hatred remain in my heart...just because, this isnt me.....

and because of that i rather let myself alone........
and went everywhere by my self, so that i could think wisely........
in order to avoid me of being hypocrite.....



(p/s: this is not pms......what kind of pms if it has been for a month???)

Hipokrit bapak Hypocrates

Salam readers.....

Hipokrit .

Semua manusia akan ada perangai macam ni....walaupun sikit....
Termasuk jugak kau, dia daaaan aku.... kan? kan?...
Eh kau tak payah nak nafikan ok...tepuk dada tanya iman...

Aku, memang tak dinafikan, certain time aku akan jadi hipokrit.......... tapi tak de la obvious sangat!
Tape yang pastinye, kalau aku dah tak suke memang aku tak suke..layan pon ala-ala kadar jee...hahaha....
Jahat ke? eh tak lah...... Sebab aku nak belajar tak nak jadi HIPOKRIT sgt... hahaha....

Dan in order to make sure aku tak jadi hipokrit....aku akan better avoid any meetings which related to those yang aku kureeennggg (xde la berdosa sgtt kheennn????)

So tu je la nak ckp....



p/s: adik-adik...jgn contohi ahkakkk ye, tak baik taw benci-membenci antara satu sama lain ni.......Allah marah, Ahkah pon tgh baiki diri...ekeeekkee)

awak

saya penat.....suka hati awak lah nak buat ape2 pon ok....

dull

Salam readers.....

It's been a while since my last post. I have to admit that i have a dull life to be updated every day. So i only read blogs that inspired me so that i will have determination to face each days.....

So i read 1 blog...this blog really inspired me each time she came up with the new updates. And this time she said....... Do what you loves the most and never compared urself with others because Allah made each of us with different capabilities.....

so yes.....i hope ill be better as soon as i wake up later....


(p/s: felt so shitty!....i gained 6kgs....i dont enjoy uni's life so much.....im a loser......but i dont want to reverse my life. i hate that part too.why ?)