Happy + unhappy

Salam everybody....

3 down 2 to go........
phewww......... cannot wait until my last paper! and ill be homeeeeeee....
Cuma risau dengan cuaca. Hari ni dah masuk 2 hari cuaca tak berapa baik....Semalam pagi tu hujan tapi petang ok.... Tapi hari ni dari pagi je gloomy...and now hujan.....cuaca seems like will be raining all the day...

Sebab ape risau...??
Risau sebab banyak baju nak basuh sebelum balik rumah hehehehee.....
Risau sebab 5 hb petang ank hantar my baby rumah kawan dekat Perlis, and if hujan....susahhh..... tak kan nk merempit dalam hujan?
hmmmm.......

solution....?
Esok kena basuh baju.....at least kalau cuaca tak elok still dry jugak even took several days...
For my baby.....i have no other solution.... terpaksa jugak 5hb tu hantar...it cannot be 4 nor 6.... Allah, harap-harap 5hb cuaca baik.......... renyai2 sikit pun tak pe la....

Ok hari ni ada happy dan ada tak happy? which one nak cerita?

ok la unhappy dulu la.....
the unhappy thingy was my criminal paper........im not really sad but i would be a lie if i said everything is ok... ada yang ok...ada yang tak ok...ada yang aku main goreng je......but i answered all the questions...
So just its the time to pray hard and put the rest to Allah to decide....
I still remember what has been told by my ustaz..... whenever u got ur result, but it does not meet with ur desire....just accept it, redha with it....because we are muslim, so we have to accept whatever is granted to us as long as we have done our part which is BERUSAHA! There is always have hikmah behind it..... We planned everything but don't ever forget that Allah is the Greatest Planner.....He knew whats best  for us.... We should not have put any doubt...but we need to think of it....muhasabah our self.... change and move forward....... Sebab Allah tak ubah nasib hambaNya selagi hambaNya tak berusaha untuk ubah diri mereka sendiri...... So just nak harapkan doa je setiap kali lepas solat? mintak selalu "............Ya Allah, ubahlah diri aku ini, aku tak nak jadi mcm bla...bla...blaa........" tapi tak usaha untuk ubah diri sendiri?......mana boleh macam tu...... Ingat tak masa sekolah hari tu, cikgu selalu cakap usaha, doa, tawakal....... tu la yang kene apply...... Usaha dulu tanpa mengenal jemu kemudia selalu doa.....dah siap semua haaa baru lah nak bertawakkal........ betul tak..? Tepuk dada tanya iman......Semoga Kita sama2 berubah kearah yang baiik :)

Ok happy thingy pulak??
2 days ago i commented at my fav blog.....i hardly to comment because i just prefer to be a silent reader... but this time rasa nak sangat...because i like her, she is sangat down-to-earth. i loves her ideas decorating her house, her recipes, her mumbling, her lovely tia and mia too :) So i commented and she replied....im so happy ( ya i know mende ni tak de la besar sangat tap yeaa it makes me happy) i lover her blog....rasa tak sabar nak ada rumah sendiri, pastu buat deko, having my own family, masak for them, baked for them and i wanna make them say "mommy, ur foods are way better than the 5 stars restaurant...!" baru lah rumah bahagia.....berkat... sebab ikhlas dalam segala perkara... :) ***day dreaminggggggg**

haha...ok la...the time will arrive soon.....
sabar...
Now, im hungry.... nak masak nasi goreng ni hehe..nasi goreng orang bujang je.... :)
Malam ni sambung study.....roomate tak de..... :(
mesti boring...at least kalau roomate ade, walaupun kitorang tak cakap n buat keje masing-masing tak la rasa boring sangat.....

ok la tu je nak membebel.....hehe

Till then..........

(p/s: hujannnnnn..........marilah berhibernasiiii dalam comforter ! )