you now what.... when im in the bad condition, i will keep saying to myself 'it's ok, it's ok raihan, everything gonna be fine...you will be fine raihan!... u ar strong and u can face it!" like i do right now..... it's like a therapy for me....although just a simple words, but it works indeed!...
When we went to a shop, and we want something, we need to pay for it.... same as my condition right now, i want happiness, i want berkat, i want to change to be a better person so i need to pay for it...
When i found failure like now, i will said "Allah, this is so burden to me..but if i need to complete this before i get the rewards then ill be okay...im strong eventhough im not....."
xpelahh......xpelahh.....xpelahh.....ni semua ujian :)
lumrah hidup, its not easy to get easy.......
dari dulu sampai sekarang, wherever i go i will selitkan perkataan BE STRONG! at any place yang i will see everyday... because i know i never strong..im so weak...sometimes i feels like to quit and to give up! even now i feel so.....
kadang2 kan....aku selalu mimpi agar kalau lah boleh and possible for me to ask it from Allah, i wanna ask to be a cat....aku nk jadi kucing....aku xnak jadi raihan yang lemah ni.... i even hate myself....indeed!!
but i know i can't ask such thing...so that is why bila aku sgt2 sedih there are no other healing words than, 'xpelah raihan....xpe...sabar....Allah itu adil!...sabar raihan....redhakan lah...' like i do now.... im so sad....aku sgt sedih sekarang....xpelah..xpelah....
(p/s: xpelah..xpelah...xpelah raihan!)
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